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I really should be rushing around getting ready for uni, You know what though, I don't have as much guilt about everything as I once did, and if I'm wasting time by enjoying it, it's not wasting time to me!
Someone chastise me for going out too much I really need to save for Melbourne....
Been reading so much Paulo Coelho lately, I'm in love with it.
"It's not a sin to say no, and it's not a virtue to say yes".
MUM AND DAD ARE LEAVING ON MONDAY.
OH GOSH.
To be alone with the boy. UGH. Help.

Hail to the Sky

BAM
BAM
BAM
I feel so free!
I feel like myself!
I feel like some people are idiots but I love them anyway.
COMPLEX.
SO MUCH COMPLEXITY SO LITTLE TIME.
LOL WHAT A TURN AROUND. WOW.
Oh man my room is hot, I'm so flushed.
Bought a pink camera today I gave up on the old one coming back to life miraculously.
I can camwhore more now :D I can't wait!
I should start playing Vivacia soon too.
DAMMNIT sometimes my parents being so overly attentive just DRIVES ME UP THE WALL.
AND ITS NOT YOUR AVERAGE WALL.
THIS IS A BARRIER MACHINE THOUSAND FOOT WALL. And I've been driving up it for YEAAARSSS.
Naw its really lovely and touching sometimes... <3
BUT SOMETIMES ITS NOT.
SMOTHERNESS.
SMOTHERNESSSSSSSS.
Ali was working today. I was so happy. =D
I buy too many books far out I shoud finish reading them or what.
I like taking on disciples in the name of goodness bah bah bah etc etc etc.
Isn't it strange sometimes how you can think someones attractive and then all of a sudden you make a visual or behavioural conneciton to someone you know and don't like/aren't attracted to and THEN THEY BECOME UNATTRACTIVE.
Thats just a side note. <3 LOVE SPREADING HIPPY TIME
Um.

I went a bit mad l;ast night.

Uhn. what ami measnt o do.

im sorry if i dont talk to anyone for a whlie..

i really dont want to be here

Censorship

I guess I don't write as much in here anymore because, it used to be somewhere I could vent. And 'emo'.
But for some reason I feel too intimidated too let my feelings out here anymore.
I miss it. :(

<3

but seeing elle yesterday made me happy <333
i hate this net cafe!
i dont want to go work!
i wish i had internet its been rather dramatic lately i miss my livejournal. :(
alas im on my lunch break and must flee.
ugh

In Short

Has been good and bad.
Seen Pika, Chrys, Yaz and Jess alot more recently... 
Got incredibly upset at mini and it was all too much... I just couldn't stop crying. So I ran off and was 'sick'.
Had a cool picnic today, intended to talk to someone but never got around to it,
FRUSTRATING ELUSIVE BASTARD.

Shiny

Chrystal came over today and it was much better!
V. good! Had ice cream! <333333333
Annoyed people!
Dressed up!
Took photos!
Much much better.
But I left my phone on the train on the way home... maybe it's for the best anyway.
We haven't talked since last night, and all I do is check my phone for a message.
And far! I'm paranoid Ben's upset at me for some reason.
Geh.
Opening tomorrow Easter stock is in~
Thanks for coming over Chryssy pie!

Feb. 18th, 2009

I LOL AT PEOPLE WHO THINK THIS FIGHT IS SERIOUS
BAHAHAHHAHAHA

*rolls eyes*

Its all pretty drama free atm!

I LIKE IT
AND I EAT WHAT I WANT WHEN I WNAT IT MAKES ME HAPPY

DIETING TAKES ALL THE FUN OUT OF EATING

cam got me so angry last night i was swearing my head off at him
now dads threatening to not go away this weekend
NOOOO I HAVE PPL COMING OVER

Jan. 27th, 2009

I had such a good time on Aus day.
Mitch and I saw Twilight and it was fun.
The end.



AND NOW IM MOODY. MOOOOOODY